Can someone to translate this letter tagalog into english? tnx?

How are you? The electricity here is back. Why are you not answering me? Did I say something bad in my e-mail? I haven't said a bad thing. If you don't believe me, then don't! I'm not forcing you and I'm not forcing you for your money. If the money is the reason why you don't show a sign of you, I really don't need that... hellooo.. You're the one who asked me about that. If you don't want to, then thank you! Do you know that I don't understand you at all... What's your problem? Well, if you're thinking that I'm a bad person, I'm not like that. Do you know if I'm a trickster, then I should have deceived you a long time ago. I won't waste my time at you if I don't love you. Actually, you're the one who deceived me but because I love you, I'm ignoring all of that even if I know the truth. Now, if you don't love me anymore, just say so. I'm not difficult to talk to. Maybe I'm looking like a fool here just waiting for nothing... Is it hard for you to understand me or should I always be the one to understand you?